One Month Old

Our little girl is one month old today. I tried my best to get a picture of her smiling, but the flash would go off before or after she smiled, or I would put the camera down for a second and then she would flash me a big grin. She likes playing with her mama.
Here are my best attempts:




I seriously don't want to go back to work. I know I talk about work in every blog and I know it's still a few weeks away, but I feel like it's this big thing lurking just around the corner. People keep including me on emails so I am "in the loop" and it's not a loop I feel like being in right now. It especially seems real now that the nanny will be here next week and I will need to start leaving Lucy with her so I start to feel comfortable. Even though sometimes my days seem long and sometimes I wish I had other people around, I love every second I spend with her. She is just so sweet. Not going back to work would totally defeat the purpose of us being here, I realize this, but I never imagined it would be this hard to go back. I wonder if Hong Kong has a lottery ... hmmm ... Do you think they let foreigners win?